What I've learned so far.

Sometimes it is like living in a dream.
You meet wonderful people that you might never see again. You find a second family that soon you will be leaving. You decorate your brand new bedroom knowing that you'll have to put all your stuffs up before you leave. You create a new personality, you kinda reborn actually. You become a different person with different thoughts. You get to see places you've never imagined someday you would. You build a life in some months aware that is just for a short period of time. You live and love each moment. You also have your bad and sad moments, but comparing to the good ones, they're nothing. You miss people. You wanna desperately go home, but sometimes the last thing in the world you want is going home. You find out that nobody really cares to you but your real family. You notice that you love your homecountry more than you ever though. You feel the need to travel around the world. You know that once you tood things for granted but this won't happen anymore. EVER.
Well, being here made me change. Made me see things I couldn't see when I was home. It makes you open your mind and it shows you how life is without the ones you love.

Yeah, this is the best experience I have ever had. I don't wanna go home, but all I want is going home, can you freaking understand what I am saying? 'Cause I don't.
It is so confusing!

argghh...

oh well...
hehe. I still have four months, but I am freaking out already. I don't wanna go back to reality yet. I don't think that reality is bad, I actually love my Brazilian life, but if it could last just a little bit more I would be pleased.

Disney world is coming, Prom is coming, graduation is coming, California is coming and finally June 10th is coming.

I miss you guys! love you more than you can imagine.
=D